The Dewdrop slips into the shining sea...choral piece. from Mugo on Vimeo.

Ah! Blessed Lord! Oh, High Deliverer!
I Take my Refuge in Thy Name and Thee!
I Take my Refuge in Thy Law of good!
I Take my Refuge in Thy Order! OM!
The dew is on the lotus! -- Rise Great Sun!
And lift my leaf and mix me with the Wave.
Om Mani Padme Hum, the Sunrise Comes!
The dewdrop slips into the shining sea!
For full text see: The Light Of Asia, Sir Edwin Arnold

These words come at the very end of the Light Of Asia, The musical arrangement is by Rev. Master Jiyu-Kennett and sung by the late Janet Watson. RIP. Organ played by a monastic member and the photographs of the Lake District are by my trusty walking companion.

The short video I'd intended to post about my dad was lost in transition from phone to laptop. Lost without trace. Too bad, especially as we did so many takes and got so cold in the process. Sorry.

Anyway a fitting memorial I think. And thanks for the emails you have sent giving witness to parents both alive and dead.

Thank you R for your help and support and for the video of course.

Today is the 12th anniversary of the death of my father. A good monastic friend's father also died on this day. I'd like to record a video in remembrance since I'm close to where my dad is buried, and my mother too. As I said in a vid close to the New Year, remembering our parents, appreciating their place in our lives, and expressing our gratitude for the life and nurture they provide is no small thing. It's a good thing. What ever our up-bring we can, at the very least, show gratitude for the opportunity to live a good and beneficial life now. And a huge bow to those who find it near impossible to connect with these words. I am so sorry.

In a post called Two Weddings and A Memorial there is a paragraph describing the extraordinary circumstances surrounding my dads death.

They approached as if I were one of them....

but no.
What ever your feelings about sheep and farming and the wool industry do Join The Flock. I've downloaded the kit and instructions, now all I have to do is get on and make my first sheep!

Ah, collective effort. Still with others.

Just because it was there...!
I've received several appreciative emails following the long post about Being Good For Others. It really points to, or tries to address, the testing question of 'teaching'. Perhaps more in the informal sense of teaching.

Walter very kindly sent in a link to a YouTube video of the last section of Amongst White Clouds a film about hermits in the mountains of China. The ancient monk is grappling with the matter of teaching from ones own experience. He is a humble monk, and he glows. Just watching his face is teaching enough.

Thanks Walter, as always.

Here is a letter from a reader, with my responses. Published with permission.

Dear Reverend Mugo,

I was interested in your writing that sitting still is enough to do great good for oneself and others. (See this post.)

After I wrote the post where I say 'sitting still is enough' I realized that saying just that without further explanation can be seriously misunderstood. There can, for example, be an implication that practice is about passivity. Nothing could be further from the truth of it. People sit still for all sorts of reasons but it isn't necessarily the fully intentional 'sitting still' that I am referring to. And the intention of the #still4amo is to keep the Precepts in body, speech and mind, and being reflective about what one does. So, yes great good emanates from living a Preceptual life. That's doing as little harm as possible, doing the 'good' beyond the opposites of good/bad, right/wrong. All of this is assumed as being understood when one talks about, or refers to 'sitting still'.

My understanding of zen practise has boiled down to being in each moment as it occurs and I have been wandering for a while how this relates to the Bodhisattva vows.

Well, I'd say I am not consciously aware of 'being in each moment'. In other words I've not got the thought of 'being in the moment' or of that being a conscious 'action'. I'll talk about a term I can relate to better than the 'in the moment' term. Fully present (Uh! coin a term and it becomes a heavy log weighing itself down, no good for anybody)! Anyway we're just talking about ideas here - trying to get our heads straight on the subject. In actual practice fully present means fully present with. That's not the 'fully present' when ones system is on high alert ready to fight, run or freeze. Which unfortunately is, for some people, a hair trigger response to circumstances which don't warrant such a response. (That's worth a blog post in itself). Going through a field with a Beware of The Bull sign would have me proceeding with caution and I'd certainly be fully present. It would not however be the everyday-fully-present a meditator enjoys as she walks down the road or gets on with sweeping the floor and the like.

The Bodhisatva Vows are about engagement with what's coming at you, both external to oneself and internally. The vows are a strong intention (making a Vow in the presence of others helps one to 'put ones money where ones mouth is'.) to keep the Buddhist Precepts in relationship with.... Books have been written on the subject of the Boddhisattva Vows. This is an answer but not a comprehensive one to your question about the Bodhisatva Vows. Study is good in this regard, but not good to over do that and have life pass one by in the process of study. Our practice, as you well know, emphasizes the 'hands on', 'active' approach while study is part of what we do, too.

If I am walking down the street being fully present how am I helping others?

Actually I've not a clue! Faith definitely underpins the 'walking'. Not a faith IN anything - no 'articles' of faith in my Buddhist understand of that term. Faith is, you could say, just simply walking on and 'not knowing' (remember the book 'The Cloud Of Unknowing'?) and not being spooked by not knowing!

I have been reading Katagiri's book 'Each Moment is the Universe' and from what I can understand in some profound way (my words not his) being fully present in the moment is doing good for others.

My mentioning the word faith can in itself spook people because of associations with 'blind faith', past religious associations and a whole lot of assumptions and teachings around what faith means in religious practice. As well as our common understanding of faith. 'I have faith that you will decide to do the right thing'. Says a father to his daughter. He is most likely hoping she will do the right thing, with a tinge of...'and I am expecting you to do the right thing'! And perhaps the most important message (if that is the truth) I have faith that you actually 'know' what the right thing to do, is. Perhaps Katagiri Roshi was talking about his understanding of faith.

During the eighties (yes back then!) I was very involved in the Protest movement and things seemed quite simple; I was on the good side, trying to change the world for the better. But all the conflict got to me and it wasn't long after I started a regular meditation/Buddhist practice.

Ah yes. It was the Beatles song Revolution which spoke to me at the time. 'You tell me it's the institution. Well, you know. You better free you mind instead'. There was a lot of hate and righteous anger about at the time, and there still is. One can still change the world for the better by taking part in political action, however taking care with what's going on in ones mind and heart is crucial Preceptually. It is reasonable to have anger come up in the face of injustice and the like, giving vent to it that does harm either to oneself or to others or both, is not a good plan. The Noble Eightfold Path is a detailed teaching on keeping the Precepts in body and mind.

However now I've taken to asking myself how my life is benefiting others. I mentioned to some friends that I don't ever remember taking the Bodhisattva vows and they laughed. Was it like how people used to be conscripted for the army; being plied with drink and waking up the next day; "Oh no what have I done!"?

People, including devout Buddhist, layer a lot onto the meaning of the Boddhsatva Vows and the taking of them. They can become a koan (spiritual question) in themselves. As you ponder below, if being present is enough why have vows. That is the same level of question Zen Master Dogen took to China and came back with the answer embedded in his Universal Recommendations For Zazen (Rules For Mediation). I think the answer is simply that we are human and some of us can do with all the help we can find. Making vows can help us keep on track, when we'd rather not. But vows are not magic, we have to follow through. And find compassion when we don't.

And if being present in each moment is enough; why have the Bodhisattva vows? Not sure if I'm wanting an answer to all this but the blog resonated with where I'm "at" with Buddhist practice.

You might ask 'Why get involved with a faith tradition, formally or informally?' Lots of people don't and live happy, ethically sound and fulfilled lives. And others of us find ourselves adopting practices such as formal meditation, we might not have, we might drop them in the future. Who knows how life would have turned out, or will turn out. Which reminds me...I missed my #still4amo at 5.00 pm today - I forgot! I remembered later though and now I am going to be still for quite a few mo's. Always good to talk to you.
And all the best,

Here is an introduction to the Bodhisattva Vows, an overview really. But I'd not take what is written in this Wikipedia article as 'gospel'.

Here!

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Sometimes one sticks ones head above the parapet, bit by bit. Later. No parapet.

As for #sill4amo today. I forgot! Then later I remembered. Sometimes that's the best one can do. Glad so many people are still-for-a-mo still. It has been a week now. Three more weeks to go and photographs are coming in of benches and chairs you are still on.