Walking On Where You Are

Walk on
and forget..

This is the end of my mantra of uplift. Having this verse, putting daily life under the microscope, has re-ignited my appreciation for our daily scriptures. With constant repetition they have become ingrained in my psyche and I’d not realized that before. Walking along the other day it occurred to me that, unknowingly, our daily life is a constant enactment of the scriptures and that they play sub-audibly all of the time. They are silent poetry we aspire to recite and give life to. As we wash the dishes.

Having woken up, risen up and stepped out there is then the walking on, the keeping going. There is so much to say about walking on, taking the next step. That’s doing the right thing when a lesser act would somewhat suffice. Embark on a course of action and then take a left turn when conditions ask that of us. While at the same time wanting desperately to get there by the faster route. However we simply can’t cut corner or miss out the steps in between, if we are to hold true to our deepest intention.

Here is a line from the Sandokai which speaks volumes. As you walk on distinctions between near and far are lost (sight of). And I believe that to be true not because we become rudderless or directionless in our living. Far from it. Somehow a contentment creeps in and eclipses the struggle and the striving for attainment, while at the same time we do attain, perhaps achieve great things and struggle in the process. The line that follows the one quoted above is, and should you lost become there will arise obstructing mountains and great rivers! It is quite easy to get lost. Especially so if one is constantly traveling ahead of where one actually is. Physically for example. On a city street at rush hour people are already in their offices as they cross the road. On the cloister or on the way home. Are you still with yourself where you are or are you ahead of yourself? Thankfully, and tragically at times, we are brought back to where we are with a thump or a bang, a trip or a fall. Today letting go is to refrain from becoming ahead of yourself. This applies across the board.

What of forgetting? Years ago I rescued a baby seal from the beach on the Oregon coast. To cut a long story short I ended up putting it back where I found it. I’d made a mistake which probably cost the life of that seal. I’m not proud of that. As I walked up the beach, having delivered it to it’s watery home, I knew I must not look back as much as I wanted to know if it was OK. If I had I might well have compounded my mistake by not letting it go. Forgetting involves refraining from looking back. Refraining from walking on while, at the same time, looking back over ones shoulder! That’s as hard, and often as heart wrenching, as turning ones back on a vulnerable creature. Yet it must be done. Constantly

Returning now full circle, to meditation, to the darkened hall of unknowing which is our home we never leave, I’m wondering if I have anything left to say.

Nope, that’s it. Thanks for listening.

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3 thoughts on “Walking On Where You Are”

  1. Dear Rev Mugo,
    Your story of the seal came flooding back to me this morning when I found an injured squirrel on a cycle path on my way to work. I think it had been hit by a bicycle. A kind stranger had also stopped, and he called the SSPCA. They advised that there was really nothing that they could do, as it was not a priority. So in the end we just had to leave it. It was indeed heart wrenching. We had to walk on and forget.. not easy.
    In gassho – debbie

  2. And being aware that another being has been with them, however briefly, means something. Knowing that another being cared about them – I see so many dead animals on the road & the Buddha’s relics recitation helps me to remember.
    Not to turn away from the suffering but to be with it.
    Sometimes too a wild creature is in shock & can be put somewhere quiet either to recover or die without any more hassle.

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