The following piece was written by Naomi, a loyal reader. It speaks of growing up/going deeper. Originally left as a comment to the post Untying the Mother-Cord I felt their ponderings needed to be ‘elevated’ to a post. Published here slightly edited and reformatted, in gratitude.
Please Note: Just to make it clear, everything below is the writings from Naomi, All that is above is Mugo writing. Sorry if there has been confusion.
Really growing up,
standing on one’s own feet.
Letting go of all worldly attachments.
The True Mother? Emptiness.
Only possible to contemplate in the ‘heart’.
We can go to all sorts of things
for safety, security, and comfort;
but what do we give ourselves to
in the sitting meditation?
When we leap beyond all fear.
To really go beyond,
untie the ‘mother cord’,
at moments this seems very scary.
Yet it must be the leap beyond all fear.
She is what is there when we leap –
Joy, peace, being.
Refuge beyond all refuges.
It’s a great challenge to grow up!
To change hands from mother to the Great Mother.
A few hours after writing the above and going back again to the text, I looked up the source blog page for that post.
The context of the text echoed a context my first reading fell into:
One of a few things that came to mind was The Osho Tarot card ‘The Dream’ where they points to the dreaming of/for a lover harps of the wanting (perhaps any wanting?) as in harping for the desire to return to the mother’s womb.
I’m turning 40 this year, so different stage mortality questions come up. At this point, culture says it’s the time when we’re coupled up. Sometimes I dream of this, sometimes not. The question, for me now, is about the return not to the small womb, but the Great Mother, the True Mother.
Mother-cord is the inherited karma and conditioning that we may cling to. Great Mother, the true holding and no holding, that goes well beyond.
May the question of what is the True Mother work on/in my heart, that’s where it touches and lands.