We are all alone, born alone, die alone, and — in spite of True Romance magazines — we shall all someday look back on our lives and see that, in spite of our company, we were alone the whole way. I do not say lonely — at least, not all the time — but essentially, and finally, alone. This is what makes your self-respect so important, and I don’t see how you can respect yourself if you must look in the hearts and minds of others for your happiness. Hunter S. Thompson
Thanks to Julius for this quote.
How true, how very very true. And humbling actually.
All descriptions of reality are limited expressions of the world of
emptiness. Yet we attach to the desciptions and think they are reality.
That is a mistake.
Oregon afternoon
eyes search/seeking for meaning in
sun? sky? tree? cloud? air? me?
and not for the first time either
of course.
What happened? What changed that day?
Black Forest morning walking
within
sun, sky, tree, cloud, air, me.
Not searching, nothing found
Well, OK then….
OK folks please do not run off with lots of ideas about what I have written here. Read at face value, let it go and get on with your day. Meaning comes and goes. Let it.
I have limited access to the Internet for the next couple of weeks, probably, so I am likely to post telegrams rather than letters.
A message at the start of my travels to Germany and North America. Wishing that we all may know stability such as a rock in a river knows; able to move and be still, be content, commune with like minded friends and above all know the flowing river.
Found – a desiccated apple core, used tissues, a paper clip, dust balls – under the bed. Seen, remembered and later vacuumed. I’m beyond feeling virtuous about all this clearing up, clearing out and giving away – stuff. Love it and leave it behind….
At the back of my wardrobe a weeks worth of Chinese herbs, long forgotten. Now sprinkled and mixed in with the wood chippings at the bottom of the drive!
Long day. Much sorting done. Mostly packed. Luggage labels to write. US Dollars? – check. US Driving License? – check. Expiry date? (2013) – phew! Passport? – check. Visa in passport? – nope.
It is so very easy to drown in details and yet the details do need to be checked too. How not to drown? Check once and no more than twice!
Practice Within The Order of Buddhist Contemplatives